I still can't get this out of my head that my older sister said that our mom has to take care of dad, the dog, the cat and me. I still can't shake that off of me. I don't know what the hell that is called. I guess that is just a stupid thing that I keep remembering all the damn time!!!!!!!! :'( My sister had to have been half joking but I can't take jokes which is why I think that I have some kind of MILD autism.
I feel bad, I will be back later to type.
I am struggling with expressing my feelings now what is that called. Is that called stupidity? :'(
I must take not that I do not feel like this just because of my little friend that comes to visit me. It is much more than that! On a scale of one to ten I would say the anxiety is about a 10. The depression is about a 10.
