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depressed

I don't know why but I make people depressed. 😢😢😢😢 I knew he would leave me again. I'm really depressed now. 😥😥😥   He left me when I really needed him the most.  Is it because I would not speak to him? Because that is why other people gave up on me. 😢  I'm out. I'm going to bed. 

What is on my mind?

What is on my mind?   Saturday, September 25, 2021  OMG!  This is not good!  I um... uh beginning to love him more and more each day.  How do I stop this?  But I'm afraid getting rejected.  :'(  The anxiety will not let me say what I want to say.  Yeah, I know people will tell me not to worry about it.  If it is not important, don't worry about it. I don't want that to come to late especially when I like talking to him and he likes talking to me.  You know what, I'm not going to worry about it.   I am a person with a mental health disorder and people with a mental disorder and an anxiety disorder and have to ask their parents if they want to do something.   No not something illegal.  It is not anything like that.  I will not let anyone do anything illegal and getting in a car with people you don't know is bad news. My parents have to know  their parents and get along with them well.  ...