Forgiveness note
I forgive myself in the past for kicking a hole in the wall in my 20's. I forgive myself for knocking doors off it's hinges in the past. That is only because my medication wasn't working any more. I still feel like I need a stronger anxiety medication just to get through peri/and then menopause. But that doctor is only there to monitor my medications not put me on a different medication. It is too much a hassle for my mom to comprehend. Everything is becoming more of a hassle more than anything!!!! I have to get passed peri/ and menopause without anything extra. I just feel like I am going to die! Last night on September 7, I had a wonderful dream about Donnie Wahlberg. It seems like every time I have an anxiety attack, I'll have a soothing dream about about my favorite 😍 boy band. I am and always will be a NKOTB Fan for life! Now about that anxiety attack. Well my dr pepper black berry case ripped and one can went flying down the s...