This morning I was exercising and I saw myself in my cameras webcam and I thought there was no way that I would lose back down to my goal weight which is 150 pounds. So I cried and cried. I dropped my weights and jordan jumped out of her bed. I ran over and hugged her and felt a little better but not really. :'(
Tuesday, July 7, 2020
Depressed, feeling down, anxious
Tuesday July 7 8:00pm - I almost self-harmed today. I computer monitor went out and thought it did go out turns out that my computer shut down on my ass! :'( I started to self-harm and thought I should take an ativan. I felt like dumping this computer out the window and buying a new one! How do I feel now? I feel shaky and anxious!
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