Saturday, December 26, 2020

ANXIETY ATTACK :'(

 I don't know how this toilet got so bad. I guess I can try this again. I already tried this one time. I'm not sure I can try this again as it did not work out! :'(  It will never work out for as long as I live!!!!!!!!!! I have to listen to elderly people and think that living alone will not work!  

On a scale to 1 to 10 on anxiety, I would say that the anxiety is about a 10.  And then on a scale from 1 to 10, the depression is about a 10.  Well that is what I feel like.  :'(  

These pipes in this house are really old and crotchety.  Nothing will work upstairs, the toilet you can just forget it. It won't work right.  I want to move but I can't until my parents say that I can.  :'(    I can't even move into an apartment because I scare people. My dog is even scared!!!!! :'(     

Oh why don't they just move and get it over with and move into a nursing home.  My dad's low back or hips is in back.  With me, I figure out how to make my aches and pains go away.  Why can't they?  I don't understand. :'(  

I don't know what made me anxious and depressed.  I guess when I started to think about when I wanted to move and I can't. Unless I can find a (what is it called when you need help to live somewhere in an apartment or house)  Supported living! I found something like that on Facebook but the Selective Mutism was like "you do that and you are a dead woman!" 

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