A bit later I had another panic attack or anxiety attack or whatever you call it. Well something popped up on my computer about a 39-year-old woman who got struck by a train. Well I clicked on it and guess what. It triggered a panic attack.
My biggest fear is being in a car and the train hits the car when it is stopped at a red light in the middle of the train tracks. :'( I just want to burst into tears after I get the hell out of the car and run like hell with whoever is with me. :'(