Monday, July 6, 2020

Depressed, anxious

This not good. I felt a little depressed maybe anxious a little while ago.  :'(  I don't know.  I guess it is because I am tired of the coronavirus and I will be in this house the rest of my life or when mom and dad move to a nursing home.  Then I will probably live with Karin and Gerard.  OH HELL NO! OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!!!  I would like to volunteer at Beaumont Community Players but.......   but...... the CORONAVIRUS.  :'(   

Earlier today my throat was really sore.  No, it wasn't from last night's sleeping. I was sitting upright in my chair meditating to KinoYoga on youtube or in my recliner watching Days of Our Lives. Was it a possible panic attack?  
My symptoms were: feeling detached from reality,tense muscles, trembling and shaking, feeling shaky. 


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