Depressed, anxious
This not good. I felt a little depressed maybe anxious a little while ago. :'( I don't know. I guess it is because I am tired of the coronavirus and I will be in this house the rest of my life or when mom and dad move to a nursing home. Then I will probably live with Karin and Gerard. OH HELL NO! OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!!! I would like to volunteer at Beaumont Community Players but....... but...... the CORONAVIRUS. :'( Earlier today my throat was really sore. No, it wasn't from last night's sleeping. I was sitting upright in my chair meditating to KinoYoga on youtube or in my recliner watching Days of Our Lives. Was it a possible panic attack? My symptoms were: feeling detached from reality,tense muscles, trembling and shaking, feeling shaky.