Wednesday April 21, 2021 | dr appointment

I think I shocked myself when I was speaking to the nurse at dr Powell's office.  I think I need myself a treat.  But no awarding myself with food! 

I went to the ER and I have a kidney stone and gall stones rolling around inside me. Then on top of all of that "my friend came to visit".  Then I get the colonoscopy and I may need to have a procedure for my gall bladder. (New year's eve, attack)  My mind is being overactive if that is the word.  Like what if snip, snip goes the wrong thing or they cut into my back and I'm paralyzed for life. 😥😥😥    Why does everything have to happen at once?  😟😟😟  I was so anxious before the dr appointment about this colonoscopy.  Is it weird to have anxiety about eating food when you don't know what caused the kidney stone?    But I think I may have pulled a muscle when I was exercising with Pahla B Fitness on YouTube.  👀