Wednesday May 4, 2022 | Things you learn in Elementary School

I would never leave anyone.  I guess he figures that I can't give him anything that this girl  can. What might that be? I just have self respect. I just believe in waiting until well I am married but I cant get married because lose that social security check.  This is why I worry if he can support us both. And Well I should never be talking about this EVER Because it just seems hilarious to me that a stupid retard like me would ever do this.  :'(  

All I think when I do something is "ahhh You're gonna get in trouble"  Like the kids in elementary school said to each other while they were in elementary school.  Eventually, it just stuck with me all these years and that I would eventually learn it and I would be fine.  Is this a good thing that I learned it? Or is it a bad thing?    Well, it's probably a good thing since I have a guardian for the rest of my life.  I'll just go around thinking "ahhhhh I'm gonna get in trouble".  Ugh!  Stupid elementary school kids back in 1980's.  :'(   And that is not all............. it was also the kids in the hospital in Galveston that said that too. Until it finally just stuck with me.  So I guess this is normal to think that I will get in trouble?