Thursday April 28, 2022 | Miss Independent

How come I go to bed and then I toss and turn all night. Okay. First, I will work on my sleep.  How do I get enough through the night?  I want to be able to not have any moods.  Then I want to work on my selective mutism.  Then after I had earned a huge reward for myself, I want to get an apartment on my own if I have the money.  You can go with me and support me but I can do all the talking to them.  

I just want to be able to talk to other people besides my comfort people who make me comfortable to talk to.  

This has nothing to do with the title but was he serious about getting together with me? I want to talk about this.  I may not be able to talk about my feelings but I want to find something to talk about. I have been thinking about why he broke it off with me and I came up with an answer...........  He thought I looked ugly, not pretty enough, not good enough for him.  That was probably why I was rejected.  :'(  I will probably never find out the real reason though.  All I can do is assume or imagine.  

Here is the song that is my new mantra.  

https://youtu.be/pyfvhlVCd18