Tuesday December 8, 2020 | My three sides
Back before there was Internet way back in the 80's when I was 10 to about 12, I thought that I had a personality disorder. I was not too young to know what it was and that it is a real disorder. I don't know why I thought that. I guess because I had many thoughts in my head and then I would talk to myself in other voices. The voice that I spoke to my parents and my sister in was a high-pitched or whisper and then when I was alone I would speak in a "normal voice". Now today's world there is a voice that I speak to people on the internet in and then there is a "normal voice" that I speak to myself in which it is always negative and then there is a "voice" that I speak to relatives in which is a whisper or high-pitched sound. I guess the whisper, or high pitched voice is my "anxious voice". The comfortable voice is the voice that I spend the most time with myself being alone. My words sound better when I am alone. As soon as I...