Tuesday September 24, 2024 | My dream I had last night
The dream I had last night was awesome. I dreamed that I overcame selective mutism. My family was hearing me chatting away! The second part of my dream was when I dreamed about Manuel. My ex-boyfriend in California. I would have loved to see a "what if" just to see where it would go but somehow Manuel's mom did not like me at all. I think it was just because I have selective mutism. I know how to explain it now if he ever wants to talk to me again. Just to get this all out in the open..... I loved the shit out of him! I loved him because he was so positive and sweet. If he would have given me half a chance, I would have figured out how to explain selective mutism eventually. In the dream, all me and Manuel did was kiss and mess around and stuff like that. I loved Manuel more than I loved AJ. Sorry AJ. AJ is positive and sweet too but I got to touch Manuel! I want to say this one more ti...