Monday 27, 2025 | Journaling | Blew up a house | How SM individuals speak

Okay... for starters I dreamed someone blew up my grandmother's old house that she lived in since as far back as I can remember.  She had lived in that house since way before me and Karin were even thought of for sure.  And I guess way before my mom and two uncles and one aunt was even thought of.  I heard Granmaw say that she wanted all her grandkids to see where she and her kids lived when they were little. As the baby of the family had kids, which was my aunt Lisa they didn't know or appreciate that house.  Although, Lisa and her ex bought that house that was granmaw's later on in 1997.  

Back to the house that got blew up in my dream,  I kept wanting to save cats and people who were walking into the house.  Now I realize how much empathy I have about people and animals.  When it is in real life, I probably would have froze standing there.  I do think that if it is really big DIRE EMERGENCY, I would help people and call 911 and help.  See?  A selective mutism individual would speak if and when it is a DIRE EMERGENCY.   Then I saw Happy in my dream and I kept worrying that Happy was a dead baby girl.  No, Happy is a smart cat plus she's a beautiful special kitty.  There was a cat food called special kitty and miss kitty loved that.  Miss kitty was Karin's old cat she found under a bush when she was a kitten.  These cats I have these days are so picky when it comes to cat food and cat treats that they eat.

Apparently SM individuals speak very fluently either it's a dire emergency or when they are in comfortable social settings.  

Do I have anything else to say?  I can't think of anything.  Oh when granmaw's old house blew up, I don't think we would hear this big BOOM, but it might be on the news at some point.