Friday July 12, 2024 | Journal prompt from Copilot | AJ

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Please be cautious because I am about to talk about AJ. Don't worry. It's all good.  No, I do not judge people and the way that they act or don't act. I think I screwed that up didn't I?  Anyway, here goes.
 
Write about a person who has significantly influenced your life. How have their words or actions shaped you? If you could say anything to them right now, what would it be?
Aj had significantly influenced me in alot of ways. He was there for me in my darkest days and I was there for him too.  He says he helped me through a depression and I tried to help him when he was in a depression state.  That last time he came back to me, he told me encouraging things that I can do. He was just a friend to me. The flowers and candy were to teach me how to love and care for myself.   I knew as well as he knew that I couldn't just run off and do things on my own.  I have selective mutism and the courts are involed.  The courts just want to make sure that I have a house or apartment to live in and that I was mentally stable.  Is that what the courts said?  
Should I tell about the time he wanted meet me here and the time that he was doing something that was legal in some states but illegal in other states.  As long as it's legal, then I didn't have a problem with it.  In my opinion, it is safer than cigarettes. 
And I am smarter than you think I am.  I know about that kind of stuff--well a little bit.  I didn't think I had any interest in that stuff.  Well I did at first but I don't know how.  There is a certain way you do vaping and if you do it wrong it could kill you.  He only did it to lower his anxiety.  My SM friend vapes too to lower their anxiety. I will not say their name here on this blog. 

I am smarter than people give me credit for!!! Why? Because my brain works differently!




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