Thursday August 5, 2021 | Trouble Sleeping

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ugh!!!!!!  Last night it was nice to sleep in the quiet except for the sounds of the audiobook "The Worry Trick".  It is not registering in my brain yet.  :'(  Remember? My brain is deaf.  Auditory Processing Disorder is like a hard of hearing person except a person like me with auditory processing is that my brain is deaf instead of the ears being deaf.  So in a way, I am deaf if this makes any sense?    Anyway, I woke up three times to pee.  The last time I woke at 5am to pee was when I woke up screaming.  I didn't watch Days of Our lives or even the news all week. Or I didn't even talk with Jason last night as my webcam stopped working in the other room. ugh!     

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