Tuesday March 17, 2026 | Really?! Everything popping up?

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Why does everything have to pop up like it did when I was 5 years old?  I remember it just like this.  I was diagnosed with selective mutism then that dam dog TJ bit me on the nose (i still have the scar on my nose from the dog and I still think about that dam incident) and then something was wrong with my nose and I had to wear a bandage on my nose of some sort.  Then there was an accident back in 1992, (still triggers me to this day) and now this house is coming up with issues with the plumbing leaking.  Like I said in yesterday's blog (March 16 2026) I had a scary thought that my floor was going to collapse and my parents are under my bedroom.  I try to walk as gently as I can up here but there is still noise.  And at the same time as this house is crumpling down basically as mom put it around our ears, I have very severe sciatic pain.  The pain is in my left low-back and then on the right leg, it is going down my right leg and sometimes into my feet.  Do you think it is from a 16 1/2 old saggy mattress?  My hips are dipping into the mattress when I lay down on it.  Thankfully, copilot did my math for me to tell me how old my mattress really is.  I bought my mattress back in December 2009 when I first moved into my first apartment at seville apartments.  

This is why it is important for me to be around other people who have selective mutism and autism.  I believe that my selective mutism overlaps with autism.  I do have just a smidge of undiagnosed autism. That is high-functioning autism.  I have been hovered over?  What is the word I am looking for please?  

Sometimes I do think that my dad has ADHD.  So if a parent has ADHD does it mean that a child has autism?  





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