Thursday June 6, 2024 | I wrote this about 2 or 3 months ago

I had written this about 2 or 3 months ago and well after I had written it didn't want to type it into my blog because it didn't make any sense.

Back in the mid-80's, I was thinking this.

1) I would lay in bed that morning,-not because I was tired but because I was thinking about the day's situations.  I would fixate on things that happened in the past days.  So I just need to manage my thoughts a bit better.  I need to think things a bit differently and think things a bit more positively.  When people would talk at me, about 10 minutes later, I had forgot all that people said to me. People would get mad and tell me that bull shit!  I did not know what they were asking me to do. I was just that my brain worked differently than most normal people.  Is it normal to forget what people say to me and yes even at a younger age? I think I was about 12 or 13.