Well somehow I kicked one of the wires in the back of my computer and the computer came unplugged. I got agitated and started to cry. Then remembered the word calm. The word that butthead told me. (just remember that butthead is always smarter. The one from Beavis and Butthead.) Then when I went to sit down, my rolling chair went flying across the room and slammed into my kitchen island and my butt landed on the floor. Now that I thought about it, was kind of funny. When It happened, I was ready to kick some a$$ and get all agitated again from when the computer went off. No, I didn't kick the wires in the back of the computer. What really happened was I picked up my keyboard that was off to the side. I put it over on the laptop that is over on the right of me while I eat or drink something. But then I go do something stupid and get sick and throw up on the keyboard. I think that is anxiety linked? I don't remember what happened there. I just remember that I got sick and threw up. Maybe I did eat something that didn't agree with me.
Around the age of 9 and 10 years old after that play I was in when I was in the hospital, I thought maybe I wanted to be an actress. (i know i said 3 in another blog.) I was wrong. It was actually 9 and 10 years old.
I seem to remember everything when I was 3 years old. I am wondering if there was trauma when I was three?
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