Monday May 20, 2024 | Back pain and arm pain

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I have back and arm pain from my 200 or rather over 235 pound body which I am trying to ignore.  But it's really hard.  I keep trying to blame it on my old ass mattress but that is kind of psychological and unreal.  So I just blame it on my weight.  I'm going stay on track all week. I can just hear Jason telling me that after you bought those Reese's BIG CUP, I don't see how I'm going to stay on track.  I did ask my mom to hide those Reese's BIG CUP from me and her both.  Of course they did have caramel in it besides the peanut butter.  In my opinion, the caramel overpowers the peanut butter and you can't even taste it.  The whole point of a Reese peanut butter cup is the PEANUT BUTTER!  So they completely ruined a perfectly good Reese's peanut butter cup by adding the caramel.  So far, I have tasted Reese's pieces in a Reese's peanut butter cup. Oh by the way, that is nasty.  But all people are different.  They just have to try for themselves if they LOVE PEANUT BUTTER because all people have different taste buds.  

Yet, I still have to try coconut Dr Pepper and I am also about to get off all sources of caffeine.  Well I can have it every now and then but that's it?  I can hear Jason telling me, don't just talk about it DO IT!  Shut up, Jason!  

 

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