Monday May 13, 2024 | Trigger Warning

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I am so tired of my family and friends assuming everything.  If I'm not on google, I am on YouTube watching podcasts. But they also say that I watch other people who have other disorders and copying off of them!  Why would I copy there disorder?  Why would I do that?  When I have selective mutism to face. Humm?  Self-harmed today because he said that I was assuming that

Well I keep getting the impression that they are assuming that I don't know anything about selective mutism and I should ask a doctor because doctors tell the truth.  Doctors do not know shit about selective mutism!  

The only one who doesn't assume anything about me is AJ. Why?  I just need to forget about him and move on.  I can't ask anyone anything.  I am limited to what I can do and what I can ask.  

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