Thursday March 14, 2024 | Gratitude in everything you do

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Well I am just looking to move out of this neighborhood.  I need to stop looking for an excuse to move and just do some work around this house! But all I want to do is do Journal prompts all day. That will be interesting, writing about New Kids on the Block for every minute of every day. Ugh!  Just like people said I was writing about New Kids on the Block in the past back in the 80's.  

I would love to get an apartment and mom and dad could get an apartment right next to me or where ever I could get an apartment and mom and dad could be on the first floor.  Since my knees are fine. My knees are not hurting. I would be on the 2nd or 3rd floor and mom and dad would be on the first floor of the same apartment building but they don't want to make things a bit easier.  Fine then don't!  I was just trying to make things a bit easier and just do their laundry and take out their trash and clean their apartment and they wouldn't have to lift a finger.  But they don't want it to be easier.  I guess they like screaming at each other and calling one an asshole when he's moody all of a sudden. Ugh!  Well, I am done. I am stepping off my soapbox.    



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