Sunday March 27, 2022

So to do what I want I have to stay within the City of Beaumont and not do anything that has to do with spending money on what I want to do.  This will be harder than I realize it will be!  :'(  I don't know.  I can't think of any ideas of what I can do.   To do anything I want to do, I have to stay within the City limits or better yet the zip code that I live in currently.  Or the next zip code over which is 77706.  Other than that I don't know any ideas.  No,  no retail stores or restaurants.  They are so fast-paced.  I know what I want to do.... is go to California.  But mom and the City courts will have something to say to that!!!  A BIG FAT NO!!!  See?  The city of Beaumont has other plans for me.  Watching me suffer in this city and be safe for the rest of my life.  :'(  

I had a visitor last night in my dream.  It was grandmaw--on my mom's side of the family.  She looked good and she was wearing a light blue dress. but she was buried in a dark blue.  Man, that dream told me something was to go after what I wanted. And I think someone knows what I want..... uh yeah.  :)  and he's hot!!!!!!!   That's not all.  He keeps me calm in those situations where I am unable to speak.