Thursday May 14, 2026 | I remembered more when I was three

I remembered more when I was three. I think I heard that when I was in church from 3 to about 5. The preacher said something about death or so I thought. That scared me and I wasn't able to sleep after that. That why I do remember saying when I was 9 or 10.  I'm scared. Mom said of what?  I have been scared ever since and I wasn't able to say and I tried to ignore it. 

Oh when I was three to about five, I tried to ignore what scared me and tell myself to breathe and thought to myself to be in the now. Like right now. For years I have been scared. But it happens.