Wednesday February 25, 2026 | Take a moment to appreciate that you have survived everything you have been through in your life to be here today. What have those experiences taught you?

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It taught that I have survived several bullies in school through the 12 years I have went to school.  I have went through and survived a car accident.  Like I have said before, If I would have been in a room with that big fat bastard I would have beat the sh*t out of him!  That accident in summer of 1992 made me go off my medications.  I don't remember why anyway.  It was horrible!  It was like I didn't know anyone was in my hospital room.  I would like to think that Tegretol (the pink pills) made me concentrate and more aware of my surroundings.  But some days I wasn't aware of my surroundings at all.  The doctors only prescribed them because I was in school for 12 years and when we all moved back to Texas, (from living in Cali for 7 years)  I was eased off of them because of what happened back in summer of 92.  I never wanted to feel that way ever again.  

Back to the accident in 92.  I was listening to either ugly kid joe or new kids on the block while we were driving down the highway in Baytown, Texas.  That bastard hit the side of my dad's van on my side and I think I flew on the other side of the van on top of my mom.  My dad had a broken nose and a bruised rib and I had a ruptured spleen on my left side.  To this day, this accident still bothers me because the one who was in the ambulance said if I would have been wearing a seat belt, I would have been dead.  :'(   Oh I have never had any pieces of skittles or a pepsi ever again after that because I was eating and drinking a pepsi when the accident occurred.  I wanted to beat the sh*t out of him!  

ugh!  Now I'm getting nauseated just thinking about this. 





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