The first time I suspected that I have autism, was when I was 16. No one knew what it was so I brush it off as being "normal".
The first thing I noticed what difficulty making friends when they would stray away. The friendboy's who are disabled, (i like to say it friendboy that way to keep me from being anxious) Jason and AJ both understand SM and they both have ADHD and I think they are autistic. AJ and Jason act the same way. Aj is just a little nicer than Jason because I think AJ knows how to control his adhd symptoms. Sometimes I think that I have ADHD because I really want to say things that AJ and Jason do say that get sometimes or maybe alot of times gets them in trouble.
There is something I could never figure out is why does anyone who has some kind of disability always find each other? Selective mutism and autism somewhat have the same symptoms. I do believe that ADHD and Selective mutism are the same. SM is quiet and adhd people talk a lot. No, I don't think so. You don't have to talk a lot to have symptoms of ADHD. Those are my thoughts and I'm sticking to it.
Here is a picture I found. I saw difficulty making friends, literal thinking and difficulty understanding others. Anxiety about social situations? Well in my head I do is rehearse what to say. I think everyone does that not just people with SM. Then everything goes wrong and I freeze up and that is the end of that.
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