Wednesday June 14, 2023 | You have just won the grande prize in the lottery draw of 10,536.000. Describe how you feel. List 10 things you would do with the money.

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 I know this is fictional but this is kind of fun to do.  I would feel excited that I won. But my parents would want me to sign it over to them and just have them issue it out to me.  Or just give it all to my parents because I owed them money anyway.  My parents paid for stuff for me and my older sister when we were way younger than when we couldn't get a job because we were young kids back then.  Or I could just take all of the money and GTF away without anyone seeing me just to see if I could make it on my own!  I probably could. Or share it between me, Mom, My sister, and My aunt.  Or I could just put the money all in that little trusty thing and just stay home and be like the kid who never made it!  

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Jason said yesterday that Sunday, June 11, I turned into a regular old chatterbox.  Man, that selective mutism is tricky and surprises the shit out of me.  Yes, my favorite word is shit.  lol!  Jason nearly fell over on the sidewalk! Surprised the sh*t out of him! Does it sound like I am overcoming selective mutism? Well with Jason anyway. 


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