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He is just going through this stage where he doesn't want to talk to me I think because I dont know.  Well I think it is because Jennifer the pregnant woman that he didn't want to hurt or hurt her baby. I dont blame him. I wouldn't want to hurt the unborn baby either. And it is not AJs baby. It is someone else's baby and he passed away a couple of months ago? 

I knew that people would judge AJ along with his past. And AJ knew that he would be judged by his past. Jason told me that AJ has been accused of sex offender. I also knew that he ran a red light and speeding and driving while suspended. I kept reminding AJ that he shouldn't drive. I just didn't want him to get trouble.  I think he is trying to change and is succeeding very well.  I still love AJ as a friend. If I cant date AJ, I will always have him as a friend.  Did AJ really beat his wife at one time? This is what Jason told me. Of course it probably never happened. Jason is the the biggest liar I ever knew.  Did  I forget anything or leave stuff out? IF yes I'm so sorry. I'm trying to get better. 😊🤗

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I guess no one gives me credit for what I can do. If I really, really tried I could move into an apartment. Yeah I know I need to have money but what I really don't understand is why can't I move into an apartment right now. I get that everything is going up in price. Once Biden gets the hell out of office and everything goes back to normal, I want to try again in an apartment one more time. This will be my final wish for me to do. Yeah, this is my final wish for me to for myself is to live in my own apartment. Yes, Relatives can take care of my money and help anyway that they can. If we are in a social situation, and I am stuck. Here is what you do. Just make me feel as comfortable as possible. I am writing more.

Today... was a great day I guess. I took a rest day from my running I did from Thursday July 15. Then did more running on Saturday. 

I know he won't look at this blog so it doesn't matter what I say here. I'm hurt by him. I want him but not sure how to get him or how I would have convinced my parents to let me meet him.  Hmmm but it's too late now. I guess I will just let him go elsewhere.  I truly believe that he will come back to me someday. But as what he told me that he was dying and that he maybe has cancer in which case, I hope that he doesn't have cancer.  I'm not mentioning any names.  

I am either watching the kitten or watching Nicki.  HappyHappy is a baby kitten and too little to go outside. I tell her that she is too little to go outside and that she will get lost in the grass. Nicki is somewhat like a toddler.  So in a way,  the cat and dog is somewhat like a baby daughter.  My dog and new kitten are not just any dog and cat, they are a member of the family.