Wednesday, December 17, 2025

Wednesday December 17, 2025 | Right now, I feel challenged by ______. However, I feel supported by ______.



Is it normal to feel challenged by people saying that it's your weight that is making your knee hurt?  It is mostly my left knee because that is the same knee that I sprained back in 2007.  Mom may not remember it because it didn't happen to her.  I was the one who sprained my knee exercising back in 2007.  How would I ever be or feel supported?  That was back when I really didn't have hardly any room to maneuver around and exercise in that little bitty room that I have now.  I think it is time for another change.  But how would I convince someone to let me move into an apartment and even right next door to mom and dad.  My question is what would happen when mom and dad were to move into a nursing home?  I bet they would probably make me go live with my sister which I don't want to.  This would make this even more an importance that I should really do things by myself.  But how?  I need to do this myself even if it means that I will be alone for the rest of my life.  

By helping others, you will learn how to help yourself.  That is a very good quote.  The problem with that is..... I don't know if someone is scamming me or if they are really being nice.  With this AI crap around, I don't know who is being real or fake.  This AI stuff, might be talking to me and getting me to do stuff that I don't feel comfortable doing.  This SM is always on "HIGH ALERT" and I can't be myself.  But on the other hand, this SM is like I feel like I will get into trouble so I am always on "HIGH ALERT".  We people who have SM are always on "HIGH ALERT" and looking over our shoulder to see what people are going to do next.  

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