Wednesday 27, 2025 | Yes, this late in life | House | mildew: making me sick

Why would I think that I have mild autism this late in life?  Because I before first grade I couldn't read.  I remember my mom carrying a big box of hooked on phonics up to the house on Broadmoor Street.  Okay. what are the symptoms of autism I could probably be able to say what they were or even now what they are.  Those symptoms are not normal.  I don't know the way people act today... those symptoms probably are normal.  

When I was hanging my clothes after I washed them, I noticed two huge spots of mildew in my closet.  So that was the shit I that was smelling like cigarette smoke.  I only smelled it in the kitchen and bathrooms.  I really want out of this house.  This mildew is literally making me sick!  I am stuck in this house because I don't know what to do with this house. If I could, I would sell it to someone who buys ugly houses.  But it's not my choice.  Just like it wasn't my choice to let TJ fix up the house which he didn't.  He took the money and basically ran with it.  I'll tell you what my parents should have done. They should have taken the insurance money and rented an apartment or bought a townhouse.  It wasn't my say on what they can or can't do.  I don't have any say on anything that has to do with this house.    It is important for me to go about this independently but I don't think anyone will even let me.  For starters, I don't have much money.  No, correction.  My mom says that I don't have much money because I spend to much on groceries.  I eat too much.  I think I will gain this week due to me going over my points and eating too much.  If I can just stop eating at 7 in the evening, I will be fine.  I do eat passed 8pm because I am a slow eater and I still gain weight because I eat too much.