My blog is about my feelings, my emotions, and my life and how I still struggle with selective mutism at times. It's like maybe I have something else going on besides selective mutism by the ways that I am struggling.
Thursday January 16, 2025 | SM Journaling Prompts
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How do you usually cope with the anxiety of speaking in certain situations?
deep breathing, mindfulness meditation, relaxation techniques. What else?
I had a dream that I was in the hospital in Galveston Texas like the one I was in when I was 10 years old. Working on getting rid of SM through hypnosis. Is there a good hynosis therapist in Beaumont Texas who specializes in selective mutism? I am determined to overcome selective mutism now or at least most of the way. Some idiot told me that I won't be able to overcome SM entirely. Ugh! Or will I be able to overcome SM entirely?
Got this from copilot from the question I asked, " would people pleasing be an example of "you don't want to disappoint mom do you"? " Is this true? Sorry I had a flash back of my dad saying that question phrase that is highlighted in yellow. (A phrase that my dad said to me when I was 3 and 4 years.) Ah, the delicate dance between parental expectations and a child’s desire to please! 🕺🌼 Let’s waltz through this topic, shall we? “You don’t want to disappoint mom, do you?” —a phrase that can carry both love and a subtle weight. It’s like a mini emotional tug-of-war, with the child caught in the middle, clutching their teddy bear and pondering life’s mysteries. Here’s the scoop: The Mom Guilt Tango : Parents often mean well when they say this. They want their child to succeed, be kind, and make them proud. It’s like they’re handing the child a bouquet of expectations, hoping they’ll bloom into the perfect little sunflower....
I knew this when I was 5 and no one had to tell me this. So is this really true? But because I have selective mutism, my learning challenging and people think that I am stupid. It is that communication thing that people think that I'm stupid. I know the highlighted and BIG LETTERS SOUNDS unreasonable, I just want to get across to people that I am anxious all the time! Do I have to start cursing for you people to hear me? I will. I know that BIG MOTHER OF ALL CURSE WORDS. I bet no one knew that did they? Actually, I got it from those kids at the hospital in Galveston when I was in the hospital back in 1984. So I knew about that word when I was about 9 or 10 years old. Actually when I was 4 years old I felt like I didn't belong because I was trying to tell myself how or where I got my selective mutism and I felt that way for a long time. Maybe my dad has ADHD? Perhaps my parents have ADHD and it somehow turns into autism in children? High-functioning Autism. I th...
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