Friday August 16, 2024 | Anxiety Attack, me and Covid-19, mom

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On Monday August 12, I had an anxiety attack with symptoms of nausea in the car on the way to houston for a doctor's appointment for the uh... "tongue thing" and the new thing "lip farting" ugh.  I don't think it bothers me but it's annoying me as hell!  Well started to roll down the window to barf and my sister though I had farted. I hate when when people do that. They didn't even ask.  They just assume that I had farted.  The worst is that my aunt had only a real coke, bad move because there was cafeine in the coke. And if that was an anxiety attack that I had, not good.  

Then on Thursday August 15, mom got covid-19.  We were all sitting in the car with my sister who was sick who was just getting over something probably a cold and I was like putting my two index fingers indicating a cross. (what does that even mean)  I'm kinda wondering if me, mom, my aunt were in the car with me and my sister in the back.  I would have had that first, but no?  I must have a good immune system.  And I had listened to a guided meditation by mindful movement and did some breathing exercises because I knew that was an anxiety attack.  But now I'm wondering if I am catching a summer time cold because we were all in car as she was just getting over a cold.  It's not her fault.  It's not anyone's fault.  Things happen for a reason.(now how do I back that up)  

August 17, 2024--- Not only does my mom have covid-19 but my dad has covid-19 also.   He just started feeling the symptoms today on Saturday August 17.  



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