Sunday September 17, 2023 | My struggles with selective mutism

You wanna know how I struggle with selective mutism so much.  But my reasons people won't agree with half the time anyway so what is the point?  Maybe I need to put that out there  because it would feel better to talk about it.  It may not solve anything, but talking about it helps. But people don't want to talk about mental health. They want to just leave it alone and let it get worse and let the people suffering from this get worse so their family member can take care of the ones who have selective mutism. ugh!   The reason why I don't speak is because people won't give me a chance and when I do speak, people will not give me a chance.  That is what makes me angry most of the time!    The thing that makes people mad at me is that I keep changing my story of why I don't speak.  This is why People don't believe me and this is another reason why I get so many outbursts that don't make any sense to other people.  All this is pissing me off right now and I know it pisses off alot of other people who don't even have selective mutism.  This is me all the time and why I have outbursts that don't make any sense to other people, because people do not understand selective mutism.  People don't know anything, if they do not understand it fully!  This is why I want to get together with other people also have selective mutism and together we can make other people see why it's hard for people like us to communicate with people.       I feel like I'm going to puke now. ugh!  I know, I look physically well but on the inside I am mentally ill with you know, physical sensations like nausea on the inside. Well so far that is the only one.    

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