Sunday July 30, 2023 | Can someone or something trigger a bad accident happening?

I have a question about this.  Every so often something or someone says something and it triggers me and I had to remember the accident. I remember the accident and all I remember is what either the cop or the paramedics said, "if I had been wearing a seat belt, I could have died."  Then the whole thing replays itself in my mind over and over and over again.  Is that called PTSD?  I can't get that guy who hit us out of my head no matter how many times I meditate or do breathing exercises.  My mom just says that I have to forget that butthole that hit us.  It just keeps replaying in my head.  That is probably why I am waking up screaming.  Let's see when was the last time I had woke myself screaming?  It was earlier this month.  The last time was when I was talking about Sophie in my sleep and telling her not to get that box because I didn't want her tearing it up. 

Plus Jason made the mistake of talking about my accident back in 1992. 

The picture of it is below. Yeah, so far I only have Donnie Wahlberg.  I'm looking for the other four NKOTB members; Jordan Knight, Jonathan Knight, Danny Wood and Joe Mcintyre.  

Last night, I dreamed I got an apartment where I was at and I was just fine.  I had my SM cards and my dog Nicki Rose who I was protecting for dear life.  Here is the worst part of it.  That bitch Marcy was back at the apartment working there.  She kept saying stuff to me but I could not understand her because she kept sounding like a robot!  ugh!  Maybe the reason why that maybe is because people say us living with selective mutism, say that we sound like a robot with an emotionless expression.  It actually says that on www.selectivemutismcenter.org.