Tuesday May 23, 2023 | My three year old self and my cousins

I dreamed last night that I saw my three-year-old self in a dream.  Okay, now I have to explain my statement?  How do I do that?  What happened?  Well all I saw was me playing with my cousin John or maybe it was Cody.  But Cody and his brother Jon disappeared along with their mother Brenda when Aunt Ida passed away.  I guess they were never blood-related but they are still cousins you see.  My Great-Aunt Ida adopted Brenda when she was what?  I guess I wasn't born yet as I didn't know that.  I didn't care I just knew that they are not a cousin blood-related or not.  You see?  It all goes back to this saying "I may have selective mutism, but I am certainly not stupid"!  I do hear things.  But in certain situations, I don't hear things.  Like if I am really comfortable, I speak in certain situations.  But if I am not comfortable, I absolutely for the life of me can't speak!    

not done writing.