Friday May 5, 2023 | Past Life Regression Meditation (YouTube)

All I can picture is me and Karin playing on the living room floor.  I was 3 and Karin was about 8.  It is just a still picture of me standing and Karin sitting on the floor.  Playing with our Weebles wobbles and little people toys.  This was 1976.  Is that right? That I was 3 in 1976?  Okay so if little mama (my dad's grandmother died in 1979, I would been like 5 years old.  That is when my family noticed selective mutism, the dog bite, (don't worry about it Karin, it is not your fault for letting me in that gate where TJ was), and getting my tonsils taken out. All that happened in 1979 before I started kindergarten.  

Then all I remember about the yellow bike with a banana seat was that my dad built it for me. I called it my yellow porche.  Me and Karin was up and down Broadmoor riding our bikes.  All I remember was I was on the black and yellow banana seat and my dad was hanging on the handle in the back of the bike teaching me how to ride.  Okay, something could have happened between 2nd grade and going to Galveston in the hospital and then going into the 6th grade.  What could have happened that lead me up into that point was having selective mutism.  (yes, I knew that i have/had selective mutism when i was about 5)  Now when I was about 2 I thought I was normal because my grandmother was telling me stories about me at at about 2 and 3 years old that I ran out to her car saying "i'll drive Grandmaw!"  Yes, I could say names but after I developed selective mutism, I couldn't say anyone's names at all.  I know what people's name are but I can't say people's name for the life of me.  I knew that I was anxious when I was 3.  Robert Young caused me to be anxious when Becky and Robert Young was babysitting me, Karin and Lisa.  Robert used to yell at us kids and even yelled at his own kids--James and Amy and his wife, Becky Young. I don't know what her last name is now.  Now would you be scared if someone was yelling at you at 3 years old for no reason?  Don't worry about that it happened. Now it's time for me to heal from selective mutism!