I had one anxious thought about the cruise ship and one about turning 50. First about the ship. Whoa! that's a long way down the gulf of Mexico. *whistles* Like what if something happens. No, I just have to trust in the process of life that everything will be fine. Everyone will be safe on the cruise ship. Now the BIG 5 - 0! I want a big party but not sure everyone would go for that. But a big party to them might be close family and not Jason invited and it would be on a Saturday evening. Still want boiled shrimp. By then, there would be "Pamela overcomes selective mutism party.
I already know that I will be alone for my 50th birthday and all the rest of my life because I am flying solo for the rest of my life. :'( I will be alone the rest of my life because someone ditched me--but that's okay. I am used to the pain. I will be okay hopefully. *sigh*
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