Saturday October 23, 2021 | Selective Mutism

What a horrible thing to experience!  Every time I get to thinking about this.... people think that I get angry every damn time and it's not right for me to do that because I end up making things worse and end up screwing things up and or breaking things!!!  Then people start yelling at me like it's my fault that I got Selective Mutism on purpose!  :'(  I did not get this on purpose and I would never wish this on anyone else.  It is a horrible thing to experience for the person who has it and for the people around that person who has Selective Mutism.  I feel like I want to run away when I get to know or if they even want to get to know me.  I want to run away and see if I can make it.  These are the questions that are popping up in my head:  How would they support me?  How would I get a doctor to prescribe my medications?  How would I get my medications?  How would I get to the doctor every year?  What if I get sick?  Those sort of questions.  :'(