Does this sound weird? I am shaking as I type this. My body is shaky. Is it weird that I feel that every time I hurt his feelings it hurts me too? What does that mean? Oh sh*t! What did he mean when he says that I'm gullible? Don't you think I didn't know that already? I am gullible because of my Selective Mutism. I want to overcome Selective Mutism and I need his help to overcome it. I knew that when I first started talking to him that he was special and that understood me. He would know how help me but I want to make sure it is not illegal. lol! I am a good, nice person if you are patient with me. (did that sound right?)
I just think this whole thing is weird that someone would like me unless they are after something else. I'm sorry that is just my Selective Mutism(anxiety) talking now. I swear! :'(
I had so many scammers message me asking me for money or whatever. And like my Selective Mutism, I was afraid I was going to get in trouble with my mom and dad if I at least would ask. I feel I should ask mom and dad if i can do something first before I do it. Did that make any sense?
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