Friday June 11, 2021 | My friend part 1

Well my friend came to visit me today.  The best part is she did not bring cramps, but she did bring depression.  I will never do anything that I want.  I will never ever try that apartment thing again.  :'(   I just want to try that apartment thing one more time before I go into a nursing home when I older as I turn 80 years old.  :'(   Laugh and I will deck ya!  lol!  👀  

I still think that I have autism considering that I do have Selective Mutism.  The two disorders are similar but two different disorders.  I do have this book called The Selective Mutism Resource Manual and it has a page or two about ASD and I saw a few of my symptoms.  I think I have autism but it is only mild.  I probably have a relatively mild case of autism.  The article about it--is in that book.