Friday January 15, 2021 | Today is the day!

Today is the day that I got out of the hospital in Houston.  Now this week will come around when the 5th is on a Tuesday and I got admitted into the hospital on August 7th.  I was really struggling on August 5th.  I washed clothes once during that week when I was in the hospital.  On Friday August 15, I was going to take a real bath, with warm water not a cold shower.  The water was cold in the hospital and I couldn't figure out how to make it warm.  Why didn't I ask someone?  I was embarrassed.   

On the 5th of August 2014,  I nearly shut the window on my little finger.  :'(   I was feeling depressed. let's see. I did not want to move back that pissed me off.  I wanted to try again and my mom would not let me try again. I would like to try supported living and see how that would do.  I have learned alot of things that I did not know years back but because no one understands Selective Mutism, I have to stay in the house? I have come to a realization that no one will ever, ever, ever understand Selective Mutism!  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH