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Friday December 6, 2024 | Journal Prompt: what was your favorite toy as a kid?

Day #47 what was your favorite toy as a kid? My favorite toy as a kid I think it was a doll called Mrs Beasely. My aunt gave me her Mrs Beasely and it didn't have glasses. I lost it and my mom had ordered another one and that one had glasses. When it came in the mail, I was scared of it. My mom took off the glasses and I was fine. Oh I carried it every where. 

Saturday November 30, 2024 | List of what I truly need

Here is a list of what I need get myself and me only. New bed Chair mat for my desk chair rolling laundry basket

Saturday November 23, 2024 | DEPRESSION IS A 10 RATING

I found this by accident off google and everything on google is the truth?  I wouldn't believe anything on google.  But I looked up this because that depression is now about 10!  If anyone found out what I look up I would be in so much trouble.  I know they would have their arms folded across their chest giving me "the look".  I so hate "THE LOOK"!   And then everyone would treat me like a kid which is what everyone with selective mutism feels like.  People with selective mutism feel like they are treated like a little kid because they can't speak.  Correction? People with selective mutism physical can't speak!   I get that I only have to look for things that are free because I don't need to pay for things that I don't really need to.  I need to save money to live off of it when I get to be 60, 70, or 80 years old?  Correct?   I hated to say this but someone had to even if it doesn't make any sense to anyone else...

Thursday November 21, 2024 | What memories seem to stand out from my childhood?

First and foremost is that I have memories of staying at my Granmaw's house and spending the night.  I loved spending the night with Granmaw when I was younger like when I was three.  But when I was three, I had these thoughts that I was going to die before my time.  Or something like that.  Now what is that called?    When I was spending the night, me and my granmaw would play board games like Rummy cube. I loved that game.  I see why we played that game.  It was because when we wanted to pass, granmaw would say "I pass" and took a tile from the barn yard.  Oh we also played dominoes as when there was no play we would have to say "I pass" and took a dominoe from the barn yard pile.  That was so much fun.  I loved it!  And when I was three years old, I came up with something called "we play bert and earnie" game.   But what I do want to know is that did I ever talk to Granmaw when I was three years old and what age did I l...

Wednesday November 20, 2024 | Journal Prompt: Who do I want to be? and How do I want to feel?

Tuesday November 19, 2024 | Write down 3 things that brings you joy. How can you make them a bigger part of your life?

1. Listening to music  2. Cuddling Nicki Rose 3. Watching Podcasts on YouTube I love listening to music and love to watch podcasts on YouTube. What can I do to make them a bigger part of my life?  I don't know, go to a Karaoke place?  and then find out how how to do speeches and things if it doesn't kill me. If it doesn't kill me it would make me stronger right?  

Monday November 18, 2024 | Journal prompt: How can you be more accepting of the less-than-perfect parts of yourself?

How can I be more accepting of the less than perfect of myself?  Let's see.  I don't know.