Thursday, December 4, 2025

Thursday December 4, 2025 | I ran out of time for doing things

I just ran out of time to do things with my life.  What does it mean when I am afraid to do something because I am afraid that I am going to get in trouble with my parents?  When I say do something.  I mean be a youtuber or do acting.  But that is all over now.  It is too late for that.  I guess when I was 12 or 13 I was wanted to going into acting.  My mom told me "you gotta be able talk to do that".  Not always.  You can do acting with not talking at all until they become comfortable that they can speak in front of people.  But I guess they had no faith in me.  :'(  I guess none of my family has ever had any faith in me ever speaking again.  

See? I don't want to work in a physical store.  That doesn't interest me one bit.  People has already told me that selling jewelry that I make is out of the question because it is too much of a hassel.  People are just telling me to give it away as Christmas and Birthday gifts.  Can't work at an animal shelter. There are already people that do that.  I can't do anything that people are already doing right?  

I sound negative right? I know.  That is what people tell me already.  

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