This show was 56 years ago. But that is not the point. I remember that I wanted to play Bert and Ernie with my granmaw when I was spending the night over at her house when I was 3 years old. This was a very vivid memory that I have of her. The point? There is a sign that I wanted to play this cute little game called let's roleplay Bert and Ernie. Has it ever occurred to mom that I wanted to be an actress because of this sign. It just now dawned on me that every time I wanted to play Bert and Ernie that I always wanted to be an actress. It just dawned on me. That was before selective mutism even showed up. So I could speak, just now very well. That was the earliest memory that I have of my granmaw.
Something happened that when I was 3 years old that would make me stop speaking. It is just finally putting all the pieces of the puzzle together. I believe that........ shut up I am talking now. I believe that it was how I was brought up. Mom and dad tried to teach me things more like my sister and aunt were taught. My sister is 5 years older than I and my aunt is 7 years older than me. All people learn things differently and my brain definitely worked differently than my sister's and aunt's.
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