Monday May 12, 2025 | Journal Prompt | 300 Writing Prompts

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 The time back in 2012 I wouldn't have thought to move myself out of the apartment.  I would have just stayed there until they beat me into ground and pushed me around.  I wouldn't have known the first thing to do to move out of the apartment.  See? This is why I am not normal.  I don't know the first thing to do when trying to get an apartment or trying to move out of an apartment.  It is not "normal" that I do the things that I do!  

I remember mom saying that if I write stories just to practice writing and maybe like turning my writing practice into more like a career. She said that back in the 1980's.   But that is all over now.  That wouldn't be appropriate for my age now.  Now I am asking why?  I don't see why I can't write for extra spending cash?  What is she afraid of?  Is she afraid of me saying something stupid and relatives reads it and it embarrasses her?  1) I don't think anyone reads my blog except for two people. and 2) when It boils down to it, it will probably cost me money just to set up my blog to get paid just to write a blog everyday.   

I would love to get paid to write a blog everyday but I'm afraid it will cost me more money per month to set it up.  That wouldn't be worth it.  It would be like me spending money just to get paid to write a blog a day.  That would be stupid! 














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