January 2, 2025 | sets off the SM

I don't know if this makes any sense or not but it pisses my selective mutism off when people say that I have done something when really I didn't and they didn't believe me. And that makes me want to self-harm.  Okay. that didn't make any sense.   Does anyone else ever want to do that to?  I said that my webcam broken and he told me that Jason got into my webcam and blocked me.  Can anyone do that to anyone?  I ended up throwing my webcam into the garbage.  I may have to use the other computer to do the session.  This is also the reason why I am telling the whole truth.  

And this all happened on January 1 in the new year.  And I'm still heated about all that up there. I can't let things go.  :'(  Please help.