Monday August 26, 2024 | My night mare

I had a night mare of my mom falling in a pool and my sister was already in the pool. And Jason? don't say I was trying rid them because I care about my mom and sister! Jason, you ass! I am begining to think that Jason is toxic.    Here is an intepretation of the night mare that lead to me waking up screaming at 5:30 am.  What would your interpretation of this night mare be?  Would it really be a sign of codependency?  Well was the water brown and murky or blue?  Could it be in between brown and murky and blue?  So the water was a light brown to light blue and that is my final anxious answer.  

I was still afraid of that night mare and laid awake.  So I set an alarm for two hours and I got up around 8am.  And the day was Sunday into Monday morning August 26 when the night mare was.  Just because it says down there it could be a sign of codependency doesn't mean it is a sign of codependency.  Am I right? But I shouldn't be looking anything up on google, copilot or even asking Alexa.  They are all bullshit when it comes to issues that scare the shit out anyone.  But if it is codependency, it would be a way to rid of his ass so I can focas on getting better.  Unless codependency is a part of life just like peri/menopause.  

And just because I have a stupid night mare, doesn't mean I have some sort of disability or illness.  I am right on that one because I have listened to other people so much that it got into my head. It's a good thing.  Looking things up on Google and Copilot or asking Alexa is not good thing at all because the internet lies and tries to scare the shit out of you!!!  This is most of why people say that I am immature all the time because I look things up.  I look things up because I love to read.  If someone can give me a name of author, I can try to get the ebook and read her stuff so I won't be tempted to look random crap online to read besides Facebook and Facebook is shit!  

From Google:

"Dreaming of someone falling can evoke feelings of shame and helplessness, especially if you were unable to save them. This could indicate relationship tension or that you're trying to help someone but are unable to. It could also be a sign of codependency if you feel like you're spending too much mental energy trying to save someone in a relationship. 

Dreaming of drowning can also indicate emotional turmoil or repressed emotions. However, it can also be a sign of rebirth. 

Some say that water in dreams symbolizes the unconscious, as well as life, death, rebirth, and renewal. The color of the water can also have different interpretations: 

• Brown and murky: May reflect emotional difficulty 
• Dark blue: May indicate deep unconscious emotions 

Dreaming of being overwhelmed by water may be your psyche's way of processing overwhelming emotions."