Tuesday December 20, 2022

December 20, 2012 was the day I was triggered by well I knew it was about granmaw and I didn't know how to take it or even talk about it over with someone that lived down the hall from me. I could have tried to write something down and she could have told Marcy everything. Including one of the elderly men trying to hit on me when I didn't want him to.  I could have still been over there at the apartment today. 

And today my dad said that I was knocking dishes around how can I put dishes up then without making some kind of little noise it makes?  Ugh! I wanted to cry. Oh God is that menopause symptom or it could have been because of "my friend" this week ugh for Christmas really.