All about me!!!

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I believe I can get out of this house.  It is just a matter of....... let me get my thoughts together and when is the right time to talk about it?  It is never the right time to talk about anything when it comes to me, isn't it?  I would love to be able to go out and meet someone. And I have.  I met AJ.  They just don't know him.  But we all know Jason and what he's capable of--- I wish I could just get rid of Jason totally.  Now Jason tells me to not wear a bra out in public. ugh!!!   That is not happening!  I already got into trouble for that but it was not my fault that I forgot to wear a bra when I went out in public.  It was after my accident and bras hurt like hell to wear!!!!   

And then earlier the time I was in the 6th grade my bra somehow got unhooked.  Again. It was not my fault that my bra got unhooked by accident.  My stupid teacher told everyone that I took off my bra in class when really my bra unfastened.  See? No one wants to believe anyone with a mental health condition! :'(   I couldn't speak for myself to tell anyone so I had to take the punishment and sit in my room for a while that year.  :'(  My teacher embarrassed me to death!!!!!!  I actually wanted to punch my teacher but I had to show respect for my elders.  

I want to adopt either a long-haired Chihuahua or a Golden Retriever but my mom says that Golden Retrievers are too big.  No, Mini Golden Retrievers are in fact Sophie's size.  It is just their fur that makes them so big!  Please settle an argument right now.  

I want to be with AJ and he wants to be with me.  Hell, he even wants to marry me.  

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