Tuesday September 21, 2021 | Me, Selective Mutism and getting away

Are people living with Selective Mutism (anxiety) more likely to run off or no?   But I know for a fact that anxiety would be through the roof.  I would be scared of EVERY GOD DAMN THING!!!  Really?!  I'm going to say god's name in vain like that?!  Really?!  Do I have a plan?  What I do know is that I do not want to live with my sister or my aunt when god calls my parents home.   I believe we are all god's children and the children are like siblings so when someone is sick or dying of cancer or dying of natural causes it means that god is calling his children home.  Is that in the bible or something?  I don't know where I have heard that. I probably heard that when I was about three years when we were in church and ever since then I got scared ever since then of death and dying.  I know that everyone is going to die someday.  I just want to live my life and be safe doing it without really getting arrested.  That is something that I know I do not ever want to experience!!!