Wednesday October 14, 2020 | I can't do anything

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 I can't do anything all because of this coronavirus.  The only thing I can do when I wear a mask is speaking clearly.  but no one can understand me due to the mask I'm wearing.  Do you want me to show you?  It's only when I am wearing my Hangin Tough mask.  I'm Hangin Tough through the coronavirus.  That song Hangin Tough literally got me through everything!  It is an 80's song and I loved that song!  That song sends a message like well they said it was like "say no to drugs".  That song, Hangin Tough, literally got me through the tough times!  I would always listen to Hangin' Tough.  Hang Tough until January because that is when they will have a cure for coronavirus.  


I always smile when I watch a New Kids on the Block (also known as NKOTB) video on youtube. But that day in 2014, I must have really been depressed as I was not smiling when I was watching an NKOTB video.  I cried the whole time.  :'(  That was right before August and right before I went into the hospital.   


Mom might as well go to the doctor's appointments without me for him to monitor my medications if she's going to be that way and talk to the doctor!  :'(  But even if I could speak to him, he probably won't listen as I have mental health. And doctors don't listen to anyone with any mental health issues or anyone who have an anxiety disorder such as Selective Mutism.  


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